You will never be

Dear my lovely.................
I have been waiting for a thousand years
only want to see the beautifull sight of you
only want to see your sweetest smile
only want to hear your voice
only want to say that "I Need You"
 i need you beside me
but, you will never come to my life anymore
do you know ????
my tears run down in my face because of you
my life is sorrowful because of you
because you are the reason to be happy
you are the reason to survive in this life
and you are my sacrifice
but, i know that waiting for you is an useless thing
please, dont come around and say you need me
 because i wont you, i hate you more than you know
i hope you will never be
cause you are my last mistakes in my lfe